Here we are once again. Our third little baby is about to arrive. This is baby number 3 within four years. Whew! It has been crazy.
This has by far been the hardest pregnancy that I have had. I think that I can pinpoint the difficulties to two of the sweetest little boys I know. They have kept this momma moving. The problem is that moving hurts. I'm tired...really tired. This little baby is also a mover and a shaker. He moves constantly. I have never had a baby move so much even when I am up and moving. When I am walking around the grocery store he is kicking and squirming. Don't worry little guy! I haven't forgotten you are there ; )
I am going in for my 37 week appointment tomorrow.
The hormones are in full swing...ask the family. I am also in extreme nesting mode. I seem to be less worried about being prepared for little Joseph and more concerned about having everything ready for the big boys and those family members taking care of them. I have no hospital bag, no baby laundry cleaned, and have read no birthing literature as of yet. Samuel has me a little stressed because of his attachment to me. Logically I know that God will take care of everything. Illogically, I will never be prepared enough. So, each day I am trying to cross something off my list while keeping a list for my family.
I could definitely use some prayers as we finish this last stretch. This is my first time to bring a baby home without my momma and sisters close by. This is also the first time that I have to actually get dressed and leave the house afterwards (for MDO.) Something else that is different is that Brian has less freedom at work, making it harder to have time off when needed. These will all be new experiences that I am a little scared to embrace. One of the awesome things about this time around is that Lucas is excited about being a big brother. Samuel doesn't have a clue. But, at least he is talking and communicating so well (which is completely different than Lucas was when we had Sam.)
Nearing the end is bringing out every kind of emotion. I am so so excited to meet our little angel. I cannot wait to hold him in my arms and kiss him. I cannot wait to see who he looks like. Thanks for the prayers during this time. I'll keep you posted!